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28:06:42:12 - Parallel Universes

28:06:42:12 - Parallel Universes


and I woke up I did not know where I was ...
the picture was clear ...
learned anything new about the last days was no longer there ....


... but maybe it has kept even from worse ...


I currently live in a sense, the
the reality of its existence may no longer be heard.

Everything was new,
was after a short time ... gone ...
Destroyed abandoned, lost ...
... but left with a pain, but I
seem to feel the ...

Only I seem to remember ...
... in me remembers nothing.
I never seem to have existed,
was there for me so far nonexistent.


This eternal cycle ...
... He feels like an extremely portable whirlpool.
A hurricane is raging through being and consciousness ...
... and while leaving behind a devastation and inevitable peace.

The calm after the storm.

And yet ...
... life stands still.
It's just ... a sequence .... I think ...
a sequence of ... with my life?
a sequence that repeats itself ...
... only the process seems different.


And then comes that feeling again ...
... feeling ...
It feels like a fraud in my consciousness.
A faint,
without losing consciousness.
It happens in a split second.
And a loud resounding echo flooded my mind ... for a while.

The eyes roll to the inside of my skull ...
... the eyes and I'm back on
... I understand not only what I see ...
until I Understand
Everything is as before and nothing
how it was before.

Once again I stand at zero ...
... and the only thing left to me,
is the pain of recent days.

The basic pattern seems always the same ...
the crash
I was right there sitting at the zero point and the motivation in the approach is
I go, see, do and feel
seems to be a development to be heard
I'm learning some new things - as I like
development seems good
spoils me a positive feeling tuned
Then comes the dizziness ...
... only a small beating
... with little impact
Then there is always more and more often

... until the storm is raging and have reached the crash.

STOP - REPEAT - PLAY



This form seems to be worse than living to die ...
... or I'm Dead?

Because after a lifetime of feeling that life does not.
It seems unlikely, so both right and wrong and yet ... it stands for.
It seems more like a merging of realities.
A merger of the parallel universes.
And I feel it, but I'm
wrong here in this (my?) Existence of place.
And yet I feel as if I
was destined for something big.
something
is not for me but the rest of the world.

I do not think I'll
stay here much longer.

I feel - The task must be stopped.
be completed for the loop sequence in the running movie of life to an end (or another way?) Refers.


I lie down ...
... take my book to hand ...
... and I laugh ...
I laugh, and wait until I bury
the turbine in my room.
Accompanied by my mischievous laugh.
... and I'm still waiting now ...


the world, it is probably better ...
... which my existence was never significant. Never
of importance for this universe, this being and this reality.
... but I feel it ...


This is not a movie - this is not Donnie Darko - THAT I AM and I'm ... NOTHING ...